Just a Thought

Have you ever had one of those days that you just ask youself a question over and over again?

Well I have had a few lately that I can't seem to come up with the answer. Why is it that when something goes bad the person that caused it to go bad is the one that has the pitty party for themselves. Why do they think its ok to hate the world including you? Why can they still talk to all the people that you have in common, but not you? Why do they blame you for something that was only their fault and you were merely doing the right thing? I have been in this situation for 2 years now and its just getting plain ridiculous to me. I don't understand why they think that nothing is going good for them when in all reality everything has seem to go in their favor. My question is why should it? Why are they the ones that get the new vehicles, take random trips to places, and not have to deal with half the stuff a lot of us has here lately. Why is it ok for that person to cut out good friends that once was all they had, but still has contact with pretty much everyone in their circle?

My biggest pet peeve is when they are facebook or any other social site they want to put up quotes of how sometimes in life you have to let go of the negatives and etc. When the truth is they are the negative. Shouldn't you practice what you preach? I am not saying I am perfect, but I am to the point I am tired of the people who think they are. You haven't had it rough and you probably won't ever so get over yourself. Stop being two face and own up to what you should of done a long time ago.

There are several people out there like this in the world, yes I know, but when do you just say enough is enough????

When do you get all the answer that you need to all the questions that pop into your head at different times of the day? I guess we won't but its always nice to let them out and talk about it!!! Until than I will just be out in No Man's Land trying to come up with my answers!!!!

Wyatt Lane Harkey

Can't believe it but any day now I am going to be an "Auntie Co" to a cute little boy name Wyatt Lane Harkey!!! I am pretty excited! I know that I am going to be so broke if I keep buying him stuff like I have for the past 9 months, but its so worth it!! I am so happy for my awesome sister in law and brother to be able to have a little one in there life. They are going to be amazing parents thats for sure :) I am not for sure how they came up with or why they wanted his first name to be Wyatt, but I do know why his middle name is Lane. Nate and I use to have a cousin who was basically like an uncle to us. He was the one that was always at your house, had a heart of gold and was just an amazing person. He was one of my dad's best friends and close cousin. I was very little when he was here but it was like yesterday in my mind. My dad use to race cars on the weekends and lets just say if it wasn't for Lane holding my hand and promising me that my dad was going to be ok at the end of the race I would of been one crying little girl. I know everyone has that one person in your life that you wish was still here. I am so happy that my little nephew with have a little "Lane" in him and can wear his name proud. Now if only this little stubborn boy who is already like his father would just hurry up and get here I will be on cloud 9 :) until than I will just be living out in no man's land!!!

Growing Up

So this is my first blog, and I wasn't for sure on what to write about so here goes............

When you were a little kid was there that one thing that you wanted to be when you got older? Mine was a Dallas Cowboy cheerleader or a Teacher, and lets just say I am not meant to be a Dallas Cowboy cheerleader. Here recently I have thought long and hard about being a teacher, and my chance is finally here. Yes I know they are cutting teachers, but aren't you suppose to have a career that you want to enjoy? I can remember putting all my stuffed animals on my bed and having the time of my life. My brother and I are complete opposites when it comes to being by ourselves. He always had to have someone playing with him, and I was perfectly fine playing in my room talking to my students (animals).

My point of my blog is here recently I have taken my teaching test. I don't know how to feel about it, but I know I did my best. I think I am so scared of the disappointment if it doesn't go the way I want it to go. Or the disappointment of letting everyone else down. I have faith that it will turn out great, but will not know until I get that email telling me yes or no! Why is it that a test has to prove that one is a good teacher? I guess I will find out in a couple of days what my next step is....until than I will just be living my life "Out In No Man's Land"